It seemed like the ultimate metaphor for where I am in my life right now. Sitting behind the production booth, I communicated with the camera team as I masterfully ran the boards on a live stream I had been contracted to work. These gigs were few and far between, but…
It comes down to the money. I used to believe that if I were born into a wealthy family, then I would’ve conquered the world long ago. But the truth is that I was molded by my struggle. I became who I am because I had no choice but to….
I couldn’t explain my obsession. Unless you share my vision, I will never make sense to you. You could never understand the self-inflicted suffering that I’ve endured, knowing that if I continued to put this dream of mine at the forefront of all my decision-making, then I would find the…
I’ve come to understand something about myself, and my story. As much as I’ve poured out love throughout my journey, and put myself in situations where I had given the best of me to others, there is an underlining factor, a small footnote if you will, that will always plague…
It was a moment destined to happen. For the past few years, I’ve developed a friendship with an amazing actor I never had the pleasure of meeting in person, which all changed the night we walked into the restaurant. Michael Andrews, who has shown me support and admiration since my…
There’s a heightened sense of duality in the life that I live. On one hand, I wake up every morning and put on a 3-piece suit, before making my way to work and putting in a solid 8 hours of slave labor. But then there are moments that quickly remind…
I sat near the edge of the bed, the light from the MacBook screen illuminating my face. Glued to the comment section of a video I had posted 13 years ago, I watched strangers argue with each other over whether or not my impression of a Scarface scene was the…
Some might call it a privilege, and in many ways, they’d be correct. Being of a certain caliber has granted me access to things that is out of reach to most people, and it’s becoming increasingly difficult to not relish in the advantages that I have. Whether or not I’ve…
I love alcohol. Going on nearly 2 years sober, I still think about drinking every single day. A $2 tall can could make me feel like I never left, yet I continually choose to not drink. This year didn’t come and go without it’s share of confusion, but hindsight always…
Many, many years ago, my dad fell into a coma which lasted weeks, if not months. I remember praying over him in the hospital room as the doctors told us that his chances of survival were slim. He eventually woke up by the grace of God, and this was the first…
